sibilings,sibilings sibilings..

well, i have 2 step brothers and 3 step sisters. they dont live with me, so im technically an only child, but i did grow up with my step brothers for 13 years of my life, ever had someone come in your house and rip your family apart, and take away everything you've ever loved and cared about? some people say yes, others say no. it was hard, things got really bad at home, i couldn't focus. i couldn't achieve my goals. i was lost on the road of life, my brothers mean everything to me, and i regret leaving them now. i always did and i never will stop, but sometimes, just sometimes i say maybe things are supposed to be this way. my brothers are everything, my life, my mind, my being. they're both younger than than me. jr. my youngest brother, turns 11, 16 days after i turn 16 this year, my middle brother turns 14 in december. so this year, i get to spend there birthdays alone again. i have a bestfriend who fights with his brother, and its really bad. so one day i told them to stop, because what happened to me could happen to them, and i'd hate for some one to experience what i have..its hard